I can say I hope it’s worth what I give up...

I can say I hope it’s worth what I give up...
You don't know me/I am an introvert and extricator...

I'm sitting here, in my house, feeling mildly intoxicated for many reasons. I've had half a Pacifico with dinner, my real estate ventures are looking better, I had a seriously cute waiter and he smiled at me a whole, whole lot...

A doctor promised me free eyeglasses if I can seal the real estate deal, generally, I'm feeling rather fetching and quite sexy.

I got to see my local crush, which is always amusing and a terribly conflicting experience. Does anyone else have a crush, someone they dig - at least on the surface - someone who you know nothing will ever happen, but just the sight of them is edifying in some wonderful, terrible way that is impossible to explain?

And, as usual, I was attracted and repelled simultaneously. Stupid crush! Wait, did I tell you guys about the performance I saw the other night, the dude who sang Purple Rain and had every girl in the place screaming like two-bit hoes set on fire?
"You make me so confused/the beautiful ones you always seem to lose"

It's all good. I think my buzz is passing. Oh well, back to catching up on my paperwork.

Harry is HOTTTTT!!!!

Oh God.

I just saw Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix and despite being a healthy-sized film, it just flew by. My sister and I were annoyed before the movie because this lady was nattering on endlessly about how much she loved harry and I made the comment that if that lady kept on talking through the movie there might be some slapping going on.

Instead, Caitlin and I were the loudest people in the theatre. For starters, Daniel Radcliffe has turned into quite the handsome, strapping young man. I don't even know where to start, the hair, the eyes, the porcelain skin and pec and the sarms and the ...ahhhhhhh. He is a teen dream!!!!! I've sighed about 15 times, very deeply, in writing the last 10 words.

*Sigh*

There is a kissing scene, anyone who has read the book knows harry gets his first kiss in number 4 but the on-screen realization of that kiss is classic cinema. It's a 'hit-ya-in-the-solar-plexus-and-make-you-think-you-are-in-the-moment' kiss. It's a kiss where you admire his jawline, the soft, gentleness of his lips against hers (yours) and if you're lucky, you've had those kisses. Those heart-stopping, breath-suspending wonderfully supple kisses. They don't have to be involved, just sweet and simple and lovely.

Truly Lovely.

I think I fell in massive like with my first movie star since Orlando Bloom. There is a trend here - British, middle class, dark hair and eyes...charming and gorgeous. With any luck...

Good night and good kisses to you all.